

And now, Julie here: Seeing the Big Girls was a crazy experience for me, in a very different way. Watching them, I had the very distinct feeling that I was right back there, so distinct I could feel the elastic straps across my feet and smell the shoe leather. No time had passed. I was thirteenish and at the studio as a dancer. Then I saw myself in the enormous mirrors, holding my infant and ushering my preschooler off to her class across the hall. I was not there to roll off my legwarmers and dance (and, shockingly, none of them were mistaking me for a classmate!) I was mom. It was time-warpishly surreal. Wonderful and weird.